What Do I Feel

Dedication: To Margaret Ann Mary my first love and the biggest pain I have ever experienced.

What do i feel

What do I feel
What do I feel?
Emptiness filled me on the day that you left me.
You will return.
But I do not know when that will be.
I thought that these feelings would fade.
But they grow stronger every day.
They consume my every thought.
My head spins as I wonder what this is.
I search for the answer but it eludes me.
Then like a wave in the ocean
The answer overtakes me.
What do I feel?