What Is This Feeling

What is this feeling that has come over me?
All of my life all that I have ever wanted was freedom.
The freedom to fly to beautiful places.
No hold to bar me from the life that I have chosen for myself.
Now I look deep within myself and see something new.
I see that I want to be caged.
For what are those places without you to share them with?
You have shown me the heavens in your eyes.
A place of love and passions unrestrained.
Will you fly beside me and share this paradise?
I call out to you in the night when the shadows overtake me.
Will you ever be there for me?
Or am I living in a world of dreams?